By 18, I was pushing pictures through the Internet, and guys would ask me to tease them.
They started paying me, sending money through Pay Pal, as long as I was willing to talk dirty to them.
One guy responded, “Princess, I need the money for lunch.” I replied, “So eat out of the dumpster. I am more deserving of your money than you are.” He sent it. You have to remember that these guys do not do this for me. I think he paid me with his parents’ money and ate ramen noodles every day. After 45 days, I finally mailed one of the keys back. We slept in the same bed and I made out with him when I was drunk, but it was clear that we were not going to have sex.
Of course, it goes without saying that the drinks were on me. I remember being a teenager and getting a rush from the sound of AOL dial-up connecting.I chatted with other kids via IRC and learned HTML.She’s got long brown hair, a girlish smile, and a wiseass demeanor.She’s sharp, and went out of her way to engage as she told me her story.[The client] was jealous, but being jealous turns him on.
Just hearing about me being with the Greek guy is enough of a reward for him.
They see themselves as inadequate and believe that somebody better than them should be taking it.
It turns them on to not be in control of their finances; I’ve had people ask me to blackmail them, but I don’t do it -- I’d rather not wind up going to jail and have no interest in digging up dirt or pulling off extortion scams. A guy watches his money shipping out and his horniness escalates.
I’ve thought about the psychology of financial domination, and what drives guys to just give away money.
Some feel like they earn money and don’t deserve it.
I get spoiled by my fin-dom submissives and can be so lazy sometimes. In fact, the more I brag and the more I show off money, the more excited people get. Some guys claim to be taking out cash advances to pay me. I wipe my ass with bills.” Seriously, what am I supposed to do with 20 dollars? There is a guy who messages me on Twitter and I type back, “Snap, snap.” That signals him to send me 0. Guys send me money after they read a posting on my website. He asked if I would hold the key -- actually both keys -- for his CB-3000. I required him to post pictures of himself on a Tumblr account -- to prove that he didn’t get broken out of it.